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[lou]

ain,t that so true!!!!!!1 them suckers! and that,s what i was meanin too when they call me black sheep. i figure i don,t tell them how to live, well don,,t step on my toes either. we all got choices, same as the huntin fishin thing. cause i,m gonna,.and i hear ya bout livin within the laws of man and nature, and i ain,t never been lost neither, maybe off the track little bit. haha but lookin on tv sometimes,in hospitals too, like ma did, ya know what i mean? i sometimes wonder with all this hurt and miserable livin lives, pain and sufferin, people are goin thru and the way there treatin one another, you sure nature isn,t more forigivin?? at least it,s short, and quick and not so much sufferein, and ya know what,s gonna happen ya don,t have to sit there and wait to die, not knowin what to expect. when, to me that,s more human than human. the ways they treat each other, guess ya can look it at it either way. and i too believe they,ll be another depression like ma went thru. she told me bout it. it,s the citiers that will have the problems.hear ya! i think it,s my gtramps genes kickin in cause i,m just like him, ma even said that that,s why we did the arguin haha it,s the indian comin out she,d say, and as fer as those shrinks, hahahaha i have tolaugh at them, i went to one when i was goin thru physical therapy one time, well ya know, moren that but it was this one specific time, haha,last time, she didn,t want to see me again, haha iwonder why?? anyways, she asked me if i was in an apartment in the city would i be scat??would ya git all worked up and buy a gun?? lock the doors and sit there and bawl?? i said no, she said i would,well i told her sounds like your pretty paranoid to me,and lookin fer somethin that,s gonna happen fer it does.i said haha it was one of those head games ya know, and i says guess i,m not half as dumb as ya think i am huh?? haha she didn,t like me much after that,i figure, haha where thebear ====in the woods haha it,s the world that,s wrong not us.but they like makin it out thatit,s us, cause theire knowin i,m right, they wouldn,t have a job, and would have to admit i,m right, thatit is the world that,s screwed up, and we,re more normal than what they figure. haha did i git that right haha which way di he go george?? and i did talk to the squirells and my ponies my hounds cats haha and i got more out of them than i did her! hahaguess they figure talkin to your animals ain,t normal. haha well it,s more normal livin life sharinlife bein inlife and learnin it than out of a book to git the answers!! di the ones who wrote the book she learned out of, live their life out of other books to git their configurations on life and how we,re suppose to be?? haha which i said to her. she was younger than me and ia pup.outof colledge, and i told her so. i also proceeded to tell her, you couldn,t handle what i,ve been thru and be as sane asi am out of it all. haha i,m done. haha but ya don,t gain wisdom in a book. people can learn, of others trials tribulations,out of a book, yes, and if they learn somethin out of it good,, but what,s right in that book fer somebody don,t mean it right fer the one sittin there. but it,s not like bein it feelin it dealin with it, and comin to terms with it so,s you can live with yourself with your choices. that,s what i believe. to me, friendship can do more fer ya than and their doin the same things the shrinks do, listen, be there fer ya, and ya don,t have to pay em, there there cause they want to be not cause they have to be. takin your money, and they don,t even kow you or love you. my animals di that fer nothin.they didn,t wear a white collar or fancy dress,wisdom, it has to be learned.thru livin life, to me. later!all in stages in life. even animals know how.they don,t go to no shrink! hahalater
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